Things that hurt me
- that I do not know what to say to make things better, to all those people I love
- that I do not get told those everyday things, no matter how much I want to hear them
- that my dearest friends live so far away
- not being able to change things that I need to change
Things that make me smile
- my friends sending me texts and making me laugh by making me look into the future
- banter, innocent or not
- looking forwards to the things to come
- a gorgeous coffee in a cafe when the rain is beating down the street outside
- having a day off and watching the Olympics
- fresh new sheets
- a hot bath
- knowing that in a years' time, I will be plotting my move to the midlands
- volunteering and doing good things
Things that I could do without
- having to wait one more year for Uni to start
- feeling uncertainty
- having a cold
- being broke (nothing new there, mind!)
- 'having to fight for survival' at work
