It has been a few days since I last took time to write a blog. Call it laziness, blame it on the impending cold, work, general feelings of being distractd with more important things - I just have not felt the urge to attack the keyboard, write and analyse my feelings.
And I don't think I will be doing that tin this blog. Work is stressful and annoying, the bosses are getting me down, my colleagues baffle me, my finances need tweaking and in general I feel like I don't have time to achieve things as I wish.
At the same time things are better than good - very settled and exciting at the same time. On top of that I am heading off to see the parents in a months' time, getting a weeks' holiday away from the stress and strains of work.
It is nice to have something in my life that is solid and provides that 'little something'-extra. I keep looking into the future and have again realized that in a few months' time I have my degree to start. I can also, once I have finished my probationary period at work, quit it in order to return to it later. I can get transferred, move cities, chase a life I love.
Things may be stressful, but in so many ways they are coming together beautifully. After a chatic start of the year, it feels good to sit and appreciate the gorgeous and fabulous people in my life. Ones who I do not think I need to name - one especially lovely.
Guess this sums it up:
I should be in bed, trying to get some sleep. It's 1 am and my alarm is going at 6 am sharp so I can be bright and breezy at work at 8 am on the dot.
However, the overactive mind has attacked yet again. I've just paid a few bills, and sorted out the loan application I have been planning for a while. Don't really see why it'd fail, even though it might just be amended a bit.
Don't really need a loan that much (even though I am already broke:p), but thought I'd like to crack on and pay a few things off properly, get a few refresher driving lessions before I get a car, a few train tickets to places, that kinds of stuff.
And doing all that has now made me very alert. Hate it when that happens, especially when I know that once I get to bed I am off like a light, and will feel like one of the living dead for the day. And with me being a morning person, too! 'tis not good.
As a day, it has been lovely. A day off in a truly good company - no, make that fantastic company. Not here, but very much present. And that's all I will say about that topic.
