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Today was supposed to be an awful day. At work I was tasked to take part in something I did not want to do. because of it, I've just spend hours in the blustery winds, freezing cold and slightly miffed off at the 'powers at be'.

 However the day was nothing short of lovely. For one reason only, known only to a selected few.

 I am in a situation that should feel nerve-racking, that should bring out all the feelings of nervousness, wanting to rush things, insecurity and uncertainty. I should feel on edge because of it.

But I am not feeling those feelings at all. All I can say is that I feel serene. Happy to the core. I smile a lot to myself. I feel like I have no need to have any negative feelings. Like I don't need to rush with anything. Like things will happen when they're meant to happen. Like things were meant to be like this.

I really should elaborate, and God knows I want to :-D. However, I am tired and have another fantastic day ahead of me tomorrow, so logically I will go to bed and have a few hours sleep, possibly followed by an early-morning breakfast at a cafe. Besides, I may make embarrassingly gushy comments about various stuff, and would not want to make anyone cringe :-D! I'll just keep my thoughts to myself, shall I?

 Three days off from work. I think I will have to take residence in my bed under the duvet for those three days. make coffee, buy some jaffa cakes and read a book. Really take pleasure in stuff.